Time to start a revolution…. Care to join me, at risk? our lives… At stake? the future of mankind for our children…


How long have I felt outside our society, our make believe world of how life should be. How fucked up the entire unfolding of our history of oppression, destruction and manipulation.

We have always held within us the beauty, the love, the innocence, of our birthright. To bring our true essence to the forefront. I have always known the truth of who I am, the being, forged from the hand of Spirit into a light-form, a resonance frequency of matter, given freewill to make manifest the life that was bestowed upon me, as I enact my will in the forwarding of life upon this planet and within this universe.

So, at this time, while the world is spiraling down the drain of material enslavement of the masses, what will we choose. I don’t know, I guess we can watch “dancing with the stars”, or focus our attention on who in Hollywood, is sleeping with whom. But don’t you feel it? Don’t you feel the welling of your Soul, vibrating in intensity?

The layers of fear, for so long controlling the desire of our collective Soul, stretching to the breaking point. The point of choice. Most people in this world live in this fear of survival every day. Wondering how they will eat, how they will feed their family, how they will make it to tomorrow…

We in this country, we have an obligation to the rest of the world, to use the time we have and our resources, upon this planet to do what is right by all of our human family. We are the richest nation, even those making minimum wage, are richer than most of the world. Look it up, fifty percent of the worlds population lives on less than two dollars a day. How much do you live on per day…
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Pray for all… Victim, Perpetrator, Observer and Witness.


Pray for those who must endure the weight and the pain of an uncaring world… lets watch more war movies and then wonder why we are so desensitized to these images, and think nothing of what is going on in the world… Yes download another game app, to keep us occupied while we do nothing. The perpetrators of this, the soldiers, the drones, the bombs. those who pull the trigger,  they are also living in their own hell. How can we say we believe in a merciful God, and then act out such hatred and aggression. Like the Bob Dylan song, “With God On Our Side”,

“I’ve learned to hate Russians (Replace with any Ethnic Culture)
All through my whole life
If another war comes
It’s them we must fight
To hate them and fear them
To run and to hide
And accept it all bravely
With God on my side.”

I pray for the soldiers too… I have been to combat, And I know the process of being taught to see other human beings as worthless. Everyone involved is responsible, even us, way far away, We play the role of the witness.

Ask everyone you know why we do nothing… Maybe we as a nation will care enough to change the world, for we, as we are told, are the most powerful nation in the world. And we sit, eat McDonald’s, watch TV and do nothing… Not all, but many.

My One Political Posting this Election Year…


“Make America Great Again”, is the slogan, Really? When was that? After World War II?

Who, in the Republican party works ethically from a place of Courage, Hope, Compassion and Understanding?

For all the right wingers out there I have a question to you… Isn’t this how Jesus would choose to address the world of humanity?

I understand, and even my children and their friends see it, with no prompting from me. Why does the GOP wish to live in a world wrapped in nothing but fear? Why do they insist on believing, that we as human beings, do not have an inherent responsibility to all humans…?


Mother Theresa stated, “There is no real success if there is still suffering in the world.” Everything the GOP fights for is a fear based reaction to their own lack of freewill, and or, self worth.

For the party that claims, they want less government, I wish you would just tell the truth. What you want is less control over your own greed… and systematical control of individual choice of every person in, not only this country, but the world.

Why? simple minded fear. Fear of going to hell, fear of your own inner unwillingness to trust anyone’s personal choice for themselves. Fear of actually admitting to yourselves that you are not superior to the rest of the world, because if you were, you would not need to pass laws restricting the personal choices of others.

So lets take a few of the issues you speak against…

The LGBT Community… What are they really doing to you? I hear of the fear, they are recruiting our children… Hate to break it to you, your children will make their own decisions in their own time, no matter what you think. Or is your fear, a projection of your own lack of self worth, that you gave up in your life to others you believed had power over you. I have yet to meet a child of a gay couple who was more messed up or more dysfunctional as a GOP child. How many GOP kids are on Riddlin?  And yes, I have had LGBT friends throughout my life. Sorry your claims are untruths based in fear.

The sanctity of marriage, is not threatened by gay people. For if it was… Everyone of you, in the GOP, who has ever been divorced has done more damage I believe (as a Minister), to the sanctity of marriage, than any gay couple I have ever known. For better for, worse, through sickness and health… How did letting go of these, true vows, not rip apart the depth of what a marriage commitment was meant to be. Oh, I know why, because 2008 the GOP, in a gallup poll, believed Divorce was Immoral by 64% … but in 2010 only 52% of you believe this. Anyone want to explain to me how this became less Immoral?? And why you are more okay with this now, is it, that more of you are choosing it?

A Woman’s right to choose… In your fear, you have gutted the gun stores, emptied the ammo depots and stockpiled, against what? If anyone talks about gun control, you scream, ” No one has the right to take my gun away from me.” And in the next breathe, you decide, that your beliefs allow you the right to take away a woman’s choice to decide if it is time to bring another being into the world. To truly decide whether they have the true capacity to raise a child. I hear you screaming, for what you want them to do, because you think so. In the movie “Parenthood”, Keanu Reves Character say;” They make you take a test to get a license… But they will let any asshole be a parent!” A woman’s right to choose is not always about just having sex and getting rid of the evidence… Sometimes it is an extremely excruciating look into their own souls, to determine what is the best, for both mother and child…

And I have the solution. I hope your sitting down.

I have yet to hear, all those fighting a woman’s right to choose, that they will make this proposition.
” We as those who believe we should decide what another human being should do with their own body, hereby declare that we will take into our homes, every unwanted child. In this way we can abolish abortion because we will take care of all the reasons for having one.”

Who in the GOP is ready to sign up for this one? Anyone? I thought not.

The only depth you will go to solve a problem like this is to take the freedom away, from another, so you can feel better about yourself. And once again we go back to the first truth… that this would infringe, once again, on your personal greed. Oh yeah, and the occasional killing of people to support your cause… hmmm, anyone else see something askew here?

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To make the choice that thousands of years of lineage…


I played a role in the Oregon Fallen Firefighters Memorial today. Which has brought me to take a moment to reflect upon those who have come before me…

I will tell it through the unfolding’s of an evening spent with my Son…

My Son and I were home on a Friday night, and went right into a very intimate evening of heart between us. As I was making dinner, he was kind of just pacing the floor with a half-smile on his face, he hooked me.

“What’s up Buddy?”

“Well… I was thinking… I’m a good person.”

Wow, I almost burst into tears… My Son, at the age of 16, illuminated his Self-worth, and I was able to be witness of the moment.

He continued… “I’m in good shape, I not bad looking, I make good choices…”

I wholeheartedly agreed…

We embarked upon a conversation that goes back to my beginning… I replied… (rather long winded again of course…).

Think about it Man… You’ve done it, you have stepped into the mastery of who you are… When I was your age I was such a fucking wreck… Full of fear, anger, more fear… I was so far away from believing I was worth anything. And, although I searched, (At the age of five I had my parents taking me to priests and rabbi’s, because I wanted someone to explain to me why we were here and why we die.) There was no one who was there to show me, that I had a choice to truly rise above the fear and depression I was locked into…

I have no memory about my Father’s, Father’s life, other than he sat quietly at Holidays. Was a steel man, and a butcher. I can only imagine what my Father’s childhood was like? I know it was ridged.

So when I look back upon those, who’s shoulders I stand upon, I am reminded of the highest honor we can bless our fore-bearers with. That is, to move the stream of consciousness that they have passed on to me, forward.

My brothers and I, each with a significant trait of those things our father loved but never really fulfilled…

The youngest, Dad’s love for motorcycles… The oldest, sailing the seas throughout his life, as our Father never sailed around the world, as he always told us he would do, one day. The third in line, building out of wood and stone, as our Father never really fulfilled his dream of building an airplane in our garage. and I… although we all love to cook, two became chef’s, I one of them, and also  the one he instilled a sense of fathering through…

My Son and I discussed how he is an extension of all of these lives… He is extending the boundaries of accepted reality… and stepping into the “NEO” zone…

He is at the wheel of his life, and knows it! It was also a very poignant moment, As I thought… what are the dreams of mine, that will go unfulfilled… My Son and his Sister, are taking life forward, and what they will unfold will be light years from the world I have grown in.

The acknowledgment to my ancients is simply this… to let them know that my highest role in this stream of consciousness has been fulfilled.

My Son, understanding his own self-worth, consciously, is now twenty years ahead in his life, then I was when I realized this.

How has this role of mine been fulfilled, you may ask? By one simple choice…

To make the choice that thousands of years of lineage of mental, emotional, physical and psychological abuse, ended with me. I would no longer perpetuate the concepts of violence, oppression and control over those lives I have been charged within my care. To encourage instead of condemn. To share what it is to be me as I allowed them to share what it is to be them. They two have carried on some of my dreams… not because I asked them to. Because of those things I shared with them, when they were younger, that I loved.

A young man I worked with and I were talking about this, He had a four day old, free-will Angel of his own, and has chosen to end the linage of darkness passed through our society, for eons. That his son is now plugged into the database, the web of human consciousness… Imagine, what that third generation from mine is going to create, 50 years from now.

So, I honor Louis, Daniel, Luigi, Helen, Sydel, Michael, Abraham, Marshmallow Lady…

I honor you all by presenting to you the future, you created, through every moment, fear, joy and choice of your life.

The future that now knows that we are the creators of the reality we perceive… We have at our disposal, the ability to communicate with millions at a time, while the TRS 80 computer of my youth, had two megabytes of hard space and a green screen. Now the world is within reach.

I honor my past by walking into the future… the post historic world of peace and communion, within the family of humanity, upon this planet.

I hold that I am still in physical form when the transmutation, of this living planet and those upon her, step into the absence of fear…

My Love to you all, and all those you hold dear, in you hearts and in your shadows…

Mother Earth is Ascending

Beautifully said…

img_0569In the last two years, change has been forced on us and everything we know turned upside down. September is a pivotal month supplying our bodies with high and intense energies and will continue into 2017. The ascension process is happening even faster than planned. This is no cause for alarm. This is actually an exciting time in our lives. We have exceeded any previous projections of what we can handle and are well capable of carrying on.

We have been living under restricted conditions (if you believe this or not), imprisoned and controlled by the “dark ones” in our financial system, the media, the military and politics worldwide. However, they’ve been losing their control over us as the light has reached the required level for mother earth to ascend.

Earth is now removing all negativity and is letting what is in the light to shine through. It is time…

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Conscious interactions

Great Perspective… Totally worth the read.

Sam Red

Living and loving with awareness implies caring deeply about other people in our lives, whilst at the same time remaining detached and releasing any sense of ownership; speaking out when there’s injustice, but doing so with non-judgement. It requires us to use our skills and knowledge honestly to interact to the best of our ability, fully aware of the energetic and practical consequences of our thoughts, emotions, actions and words, and with personal responsibility for the choices we make.

Even when we feel mistreated and undervalued, rather than contracting or retaliating, the goal is to respond by remaining open and giving. When in the throes of personal or inter-personal conflict, if we manage to continue living and loving with an open-hearted awareness we will both demonstrate the degree of our integrity and ensure that energy continues to flow through our subtle body as well as through our life circumstances, instead…

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